.:Ferbflash:.



Him (:
He's loving and totally awesome. he can make the randomest things sound hilariously funny. he can poke very hard. =.- and his personality makes you want to know more about him. his laugh makes you laugh harder. for no apparent reason. x) he says SOO many things that don't make sense. but he..forces it to make sense. haha overall he's an AWESOME guy; who loves God, and is just one of the most BESTEST people you will ever meet. (: have fun reading his. AND ONLY HIS. blog. :) and he's a TOTAL OCD maniac. ;) ~vicko potatoe.
Yea, I'm awesome

Raise Your voice

» I Kissed Dating Goodbye
Thursday, October 29, 9:09 PM
I seriously wanna read that book. I wonder what it's all about. Besides the oh-so-obvious title.. x)

So, today was Nat's birthday, and Michaella planned this party celebration for him in the canteen. But honestly, she could've planned it better. But it's the thought that counts right? (: We had nuggets and sandwiches and THICK, HEAVY chocolate cupcakes, me and Quel trying to find out if the flowers were edible. xD And we totally splattered his face with chocolate cream (one of the many benefits of having overly creamed cakes on special occasions ;))

Then we (plus Vickie and Quel) did an experiment in the Science Lab and spazzed out AGAIN. I should stop doing experiments with them or they'll all FAIL. x)

Then I went for Tchoukball but only played till 4.15 then talked with Josh, Paullyn and Tze Yun.. Which brings me to this question: WHO KNEW TZE YUN COULD BE SO VIOLENT? Haha..

So that's about my day. I wish I could go watch This Is It tomorrow. :(

-Ryan- (:

Ps. Like I said, GET OUTTA MY FACE

In Christ alone
My hope is found
He is my light, my strength,
My song


» My chains are gone, I've been set free
Tuesday, October 27, 9:34 PM
I know I haven't been blogging in a long time but yea... I really REALLY wasn't myself last week. And i felt so bad last week :( like, seriously.

BUT

I'm better now :D *throws last weeks bad memories into trash can*

So, I'll blog about what happened so far. I sat with Saph on Monday cause my neighbor didn't come. Had so much deep talks and basically, I know her whole life story now ;)

YA Camp is in December!! GY Camp is in November!! Crapp. How I wish I could go for both D: but with the people.. and the places.. and the bla bla bla.. and the friends.. and the dates.. and the D:
Well, most likely I would be going for YA Camp. :S YA Camp has better facilities but more friends are going for GY. D: ........People, I have a dilemma.

YESS!! I have a new Bible :D t's like Wee Yen's and it's orange metal with an arrow saying One Way. Saph almost died when she saw it. ;) But it's what's on the inside that counts right? :P

I can't wait for this Friday's Nex Degree. I have a feeling it's gonna be awesum. :D

Ooh it's Neilsen's bday today. (: haha he's so awesum ya know. :P he's so helpful and always there when you need him and..... BIG. x)

Oh we had choir practice today. And we practiced in the Main Sanctuary and arranged the order and then deducted some people off and made a core team or something.... :S anyway, I was in it so yea. We had to sing "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO". Like, seriously. xD

I wanna buy more wristbands. O O O O O O O O O O

Haha it just hit me that alot of drama is going on at school. Like tonss. x)

Oh, my church is having a camp at this place I've never been to. But Ms. Eunice and Joshua J. will be coming along. (:

I wanna travel so badly. -.- Maybe to Hawaii or New York or Los Angeles (again) or Japan (again) or San Fransisco (again) or PARIS!! Ooh I really wanna go to Paris. ;)

Ok I'm donee. :D I'm gonna have Vanilla Ice Cream and Chocolate Sauce >< YUM~

-Ryan- (:

Ps. If you think I'm gay, GET OUTTA MY FACE.

» where is Ryan?
Friday, October 23, 9:05 PM
I'm kinda upset with myself right now so I'm not gonna blog. I've been through ALOT this week. I haven't been myself at all. I feel terrible and yea.... I'll edit when Ryan comes backk.
-NOT Ryan- :(

» Hi. Me shirt.
Monday, October 19, 6:27 PM
::D

Soo.... ? Um yea. Haha k so i'll just skip to three o clock because my day was boring. :D

3 o' clock

Um.... so i went for the debriefing meeting. Yea... it was short but fun and all. Haha I'm so gonna fast for thirty days hours. :P Haha I got the songs for this Friday and all so ya... (:
"Rain down on me, rain down on me, here in your presence I am free"

Then i followed Vickie to badminton. And Kat. And Sarah and Beee. :P haha Chanelle's mom gave us a ride to the court. :D haha so unplanned because it rained.

I haven't played badminton for so long but ya... still had a good time.. right? ;)

-Ryan- (:

I believe,
You're my portion
I believe,
You are all I need

» Here In My Life
Sunday, October 18, 5:22 PM
I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm knneling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Brought from death into this life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the price was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way




I have to sing this song for ISCF :D And I need new headphones.... how does Kiwi Green sound? ;)

-Ryan- (:

Ps. The video doesn't take long to load so you might as well watch it. ;)

Give us, the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on.



» Floor Angel?
Saturday, October 17, 1:38 PM
Helllo!!!!!

Haha I am actually happy to be able to blog today. :D because my internet's finally working. YAY~

Haha so, I was sick for the past week. But I made it to the Bible Study on Wednesday and yea, it was so worth straining myself for. :D

Then Thursday came and we had this super awesome um... LUNCH PARTY for Mr. Nick to show our humility. (: It was smashing. But the pics are with Saph. :S HAHA we had this really cool blue colored peach flavoured sparkling juice. x)

Then um.... I didn't play Tchoukball on Thursday, instead I walked with Goh Bao Lyn xD and Gong to 7-11. Heeeeee. Paullyn bought chocolate. -.- What else?

Oh yesterday was one of the most awesomest ISCFs ever. :D haha is it gonna be better next week? Hm.. I dunno. I wonder who is worship leading... :P

HAHA lemons are such funnay fruits. :P

JonR is very complicated. :S Hm...

Hahaha Justine, YOU IS AWESOME. ;)

Ah yes, you guys is awesome. (except jon. shhhhhhh... x))

Haha no im just kidding. :P

Jolly jolly spam spam? I'm out. YAYY!! fffffffff// :P

<3

-Ryan- (:

» If I had wings I would fly, 'Cause all that I need, you are...
Thursday, October 15, 11:07 PM
Heyy. (:

It's 11pm now (if you haven't realized) so i decided to update a bit. :) (just abit) so yea... I'm listening to Free by Hillsongs. :D And i guess I'll go to sleep now. (: RAT DISSECTION TOMORROW!! :D :D :D :D
Gnight everyone. ;)

-Ryan- (:

ps. I'll edit tomorrow. PROMISEE. x)

» Rescue Me
Sunday, October 11, 6:43 PM
Rescue Me- Ricardo Sanchez <3
-Ryan- (:

» Pink+Purple=Purple!! :D
Saturday, October 10, 5:36 PM
Hey people. :D I'm lazy to blog now. But I will tomorrow. I'll edit tomorrow. Roller coasters, walks, malls, friends, Sorries, worship and one very special event which i will not blog about. :D bye now ;)

Things that made me laugh yesterday:
"Be my girlfriend or I will destroy your hard drive!!"
Anonymous.

"Why do you always run away when you see me coming, and run faster when I run after you??"
Tommy Wong.

"When life hands you a lemon, say "Oh yeah, I like lemons, what else you got?"
Melissa's blog.


-Ryan- (:

If ya wanna change the way your life's arranged
Then you have that choice
To be a star that you know you are
Be loud, be proud and rejoice
And find your voice

Edit:
Hello, :D
So, tons of stuff happened.
But I won't blog in that necessary order. :D
Just, what i can rmb first ;)

Ohkay, i rmb carrying Saph because her leg hurt. HAHA that was fun. :P
Then, there was winning Captain's Ball on Wednesday because Neilsen decided to put Julius as defender. HEHE

Hm... Oh on Friday, we had a very serious meeting and we had to apologize to the people we have wronged or misjudged or insulted. And out of all the activities Wee Yen has asked us to do, this was the best one. I mean, that feeling, that you have been forgiven and are on good terms with everyone, is priceless. :)

Then ISCF went well. HAHA oh how I hate ManU. AND Liverpool. AND Arsenal. I dislike footballl. -.-
"Hold me in your arms, never let me go; I wanna spend eternity with You"

Then I tried to play Volleyball. End of story: I'm never playing Volleyball again. -.- But I played Tchoukball on Thursday, and surprised everyone (and myself) by scoring a goal. :D :D :D :D

And that's about it.

Haha and to all my friends out there, every single one of you are awesome. I love all of you guys. (:


We are gonna be,
Forever you and me.



» Canada Boyy
Monday, October 5, 5:44 PM
You know it's so weird how when you get a new blogskin, it just tempts you to keep blogging and blogging and blogging? :P

So, school was fine. Apparently, I don't have emotions. Well THAT totally threw me off.

Then Josh came back from Canada. Paullyn was sooooooooooo distracted after that.

Then we, (me and paullyn), persuaded Ms. Catherine to let us sit together. But we have to do 7 books this month. *cough* :S

Ahh... we thought Freddie died. But he didn't. :D

I didn't get my double-bubble gumm. >:-(

Hm........... Self-hatred is hard to overcome, but when it's not your fault you should face the truth and stop beating yourself up for it. GOT IT? (:

I love my new blogskin (:

"When life gives you lemons, make lemon sorbet" ;)


-Ryan- (:

» LikeWhoa
Sunday, October 4, 5:39 PM
Haha I love my new blogskin! It's so simple..... (: Haha credits go to LikeWhoa (same creator as Joel's blogskin), Vickie, Joel, Lydia and... me. :P

-Ryan out- (:

» Stress Level Decreasing
, 1:19 PM
Heyy guys :D I'm not so stressed now. Thanks to Justine, Vickie, Andrew, Joel and...... Kathryn.

I found my shoes. Aaren took them.... Hm. But it was with good intentions. :P

So, everything went well so far, except for some tiny bombs going off here and there.

Worship at ISCF went pretty good. (:

Ha. So i was on FB, and look what Joel wrote in a note:

"In ELC, it's people of mixed races. In GRC, it's Chinese, few Indians and one Punjabi."

Haha omg I laughed my head off. xD

Hey you, I hope you feel better now. (: want a Reese's? ;)

I just ate two packets of Smarties. Surprsingly I'm still calm. If I were Joel i woud be keyboard smashing now. :P *smash*

Ahh, this month I really have to go watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs... IN 3D!! :P

Hahahaha *random laughter*

Joel and Vickie, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ;D

-Ryan out- (:

Ps. I'm looking to change my blogskin. Any suggestions? I want something black but not too emo. AHHHH Joel's blogskin just defines what I want. Too bad he got it first. Hmph. -.-


» Converse be gone?
Thursday, October 1, 10:25 PM
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do u have any idea how mad I am now?? Which idiot would wanna hide my shoes. I don't care who you are. If you have the guts to hide my shoes and not give them back forcing me to go home shoeless then you're an idiot. No matter how old you are.

And I'm trying to communicate. I can't stand the "I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" anymore. I'M TRYING TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!! I wonder if anyone can just STOP just to listen for one second. This is exactly what I'm talking about. No one can take me seriously. WHY NOT!? Am I not human too?? COME ON!!!

*BREATHES*

I'm telling the truth. I have never been this mad or stressed or annoyed in my whole life. HONESTLY. So all the people who contributed to it, CONGRATULATIONS.

I really appreciate the people who care enough to listen to my problems. Call me DFA but I don't care. They don't think i'm DFA and they care about my problems.
IF YOU'RE GONNA HELP WITH ME, STICK WITH ME TO THE END.



Sigh

Set me free of the chains holding me
Is anybody out there hearing me?
Set me free